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| raawwwr.i'm so stressed about stupid physiology. i'm doing so bad and i seriously have no more motivation to do better cause it's retarded. i neeeed to do well in this class. only good thing about this week is i get to go to OU/TX. yaay! my first one everrr. it'll be nice to just take a break from everything. busy weekend. so tired. i always feel tired now. my sleeping and eating habits disgust me. i feel like i'm getting sick too which will be horrible. it feels like one thing after another.when does it ever end. why do people have to be so greedy? i don't understand how many times we can repeat something and then to have you change your mind. so much to do, so little time. and yet i'm just sitting here.i have no more motivation. maybe yes, maybe no? why did i do that? | | |
| gonee--and never to have again. what's wrong with me?
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| HA. time & time again, all i feel is disappointment. maybe, just maybe..i've been mistaken & this just isn't what i've been looking for.
byee;
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| It's not everyday that i meet a person quite like you perfect every way i finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that i want i don't care if i act a fool i would damn near beg for you ! put aside, all my pride so don't keep me hanging here cause this girl is falling stupid for you.. ooh, ooh, oh stupid for you.. ooh, ooh, oh.
the proper thing to do is for me to act like a lady and wait for you to make the first move but i don't think you're getting the point that it's you - that i want i don't care if i act a fool i would damn near beg for you put aside, all my pride so don't keep me hanging here cause this girl is falling stupid for you! oh, oh, oh stupid for you.. oh, oh, oh
why's it always feel like i am chasing love when nothing's there and here i go just making the same mistake...
i've fallen stupid for you..
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| i feel extremely overwhelmed.! there seems to be so much to do and so little time. or actually enough time but not for me to do well in my classes. rawwr physiology stinks. i constantly feel behind in this class. and even though lab is only once a week i really dread it. it's really boring and i have a t.a. who can't even speak english. /: lame. my personal health class is probably the most boring class i have ever had in college. i sit there and text constantly cause it's all useless. haha man my classes this semester suck. and i have tests in like all of them in the next two weeks. joy joy.
anywaaays. hmm state fair is in town! i completely forgot but i must make time to go. mmm state fair foood, yummy!
i'm extremely proud of everyone and their hard work this semester. it IS our year and i'm freakin' excited about it. we have a lot to do. so much time to be spent, sacrifices to be made, but i'm ready!-- at least i think i am. i don't know. its so hard for me to distinguish between someone trying to be genuine and someone who is just lying to my face. it's hard to believe what you hear-- especially when you hear it constantly from different people. i'm trying to give it the benefit of the doubt, but who can blame me for putting my guard up. one of the things i really can't stand? straight up disrespect. especially because of something that honestly doesn't even matter. it's unnecessary, rude, and pointless. don't judge me because i'm part of something. it doesn't define who i am.
anywaaays, besides the fact that i'm really stressed out from school & that i feel like i have a bajillion things to do and yet i'm sitting here wasting time & that some people are annoying me/making me mad---i'm happy! (:
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